I don't even read people's messaging before I buy. I don't read testimonials. I skim past most of it. Just FYI. I don't need details. Not for a retreat, or a course, or anything really. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm buying. I once booked a tour in another country not knowing it was camping the whole time and it was the best surprise when I got there. Trust is everything. I always go where I feel the alignment, and that's pretty much it.
I also once bought a house after taking just one step inside and it was only 20% built.
Doesn't mean to say it's like this all the time or that this is what I advocate for.
I'm responsible and have responsibilities.
But the best moments were always leaps of faith.
And it's a knowing.
An alignment, self-belief and knowing.
Because all those little steps beforehand led to a take-off.
Defining things ruins things.
The Great Feminine is all mystery.
And trusting the mystery makes magic.
Needing to know everything is a trap.
Self belief is the key.
It unlocks all doors.
Leaps of faith and trusting are everything.
But again, this is just my experience,
I can only share my perspective.
I am not one to say that I know the way.
All ways lead home.
If you need to know every fine detail of everything and are wanting to live more free; maybe that's an essential part of the process to your eventual liberation.
I'm not a huge fan of that word 'liberation' either though, because it denotes: one side versus the other side.
I.e. a before and after. This side and that side. Being sad then being happy.
It's always something that's been within you all along. Both sides and all things.
And the duality is too, just a structure in which we learn about the world.
Maybe you're in the process of learning the system and the structure to eventually destroy the structure to live your wholeness expressed; the unified feminine and masculine.
Maybe you've studied psychology rigorously and you're demolishing all you've learned to eventually trust the whole inner knowing that's been inside you all along.
Maybe you're working in a corporate space and you're learning how things work so that you can build a whole new paradigm.
Maybe you're at the place of the process where you only need to read a few pages of a whole book to essentially understand the whole thing, not even needing to read it at all becsuse you trust yourself that much.
Maybe your inner masculine is aligned with a bigger, higher structure and your view of the world is going to expand and you can be safe to believe in new edges and new beginnings.
How can one build this intuitive muscle of taking leaps of faith and trusting in magic, if you're inclined to know all the details?
Be consistent in knowing all the details, over and over again.
Write everything down consistently, who, what, where, all the background information.
This place of 'preparedness' once embodied, will eventually lead to not needing to write anything down - because it's more the feeling of a clicking within.
And it's THIS feeling that can be applied to anything.
Living in magic, requires a take off point.
A "fxvk it, it will all be okay"
Because all you really have to do, is show up.
And if you're showing up in your highest truth, it all just really takes care of itself.
I was a makeup artist for 13 years. The first few years I needed all the details of what the brides wanted. Then eventually, all I needed was an address and a date and time and I just showed up, able and ready for whatever wanted to happen and unfold.
I didn't stress myself with details.
The more details to remember, the more space it took up in the present moment.
Being able to release everything, and live in pure trust and intuition, comes from building that confidence and taking great leaps.
It's partly built, part unbecoming.
Not really a liberation,
But a trusting of the powerful inner guide that always has your back in all of the ways.
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