Them: but what is your vision?
Me: "flow with all of life and create."
Them: but you must do something. Anything.
Me: I just want to paint in front of the ocean, smell forest air, bake when I want to bake, bath when I want to bath, and flow from all the different places I love in a cycle from sewing to painting to baking to self-care to swimming to sleeping to eating to grounding to painting again.
Them: that makes no sense.
Me: I know. But yet here I am.
Them: but you must have a title. A label. Something I can categorise you by.
Me: I am me.
Them: but you must BE something. DO something. If you don't have a vision, how will you ever BECOME something?
Me: I was me before. I am me now. And the greatest version of me will also be me. I am all that I am.
Them: ?
Me: I am already here. I am already everywhere. I am being. My doing comes from my being in each new now moment. My vision 5 minutes ago is different to my vision now. I am a different person now. My inner masculine holds the most exquisite space for me to breathe and flow. I am so blessed.
Them: but I don't understand you.
Me: you never needed to. My flow and my creativity is a dance between worlds, I am continually seeded, creating, I can't stop. This is my vision. This is my life. All I need is the sun and the rain and the ocean and the paint on my hands, the love in my heart, the taste of happiness on my grin.
Them: but I need you to be like me so that I don't feel so bad about how miserable I am in my own life.
Me: pick up a paintbrush. Visit the forest. Dance. You'll become the richest person in the world. You will find you. How could you need anything else?
Them: but how?
Me: let me show you the door
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