Ah; the mighty fear of being truly connected to the absolute truthness of who we are. The parts that we aren't aware of that sit beneath our conscious - the thing that happened when you were three, the miscommunication you had that made you believe something different, the shame you accumulated when you were twelve, the period trauma, the cycles that have made you believe that you don't deserve good.
Of course, on the surface, you know you believe good.
And when questioned, you will say so too.
I'm speaking to the shadows, the aches, the darkness and unloved parts of yourself, that you deem unlovable to you, and have tossed aside and removed from your identity.
They need love too.
It can be difficult to forgive.
And yet this forgiveness is what is essentially needed to return us to our receptive, soft, feminine way of being that allows the light to penetrate our being and return us to our very radiance; energetically and physically.
The fear of seeing these things and the truth of being with these things is vastly different.
We can fear the idea of something, but when it comes to the practical application - it's rather easy. It might feel difficult for twenty seconds, or a week, or a month - but what lies on the other side of that is you; the connected, in-tune, returned you.
The you that didn't lose, or feel shame, or loss or lack. The you that is still stepping on soil in the limbic of your memories.
The you that is still swinging under the tree gazing about what it might be like to be an adult.
The you that is pure.
Can you give yourself the courage to affirm,
"I release my entire past,
I open my heart fully, to it's maximum capacity, greater than it has ever opened before.
And I love myself unconditionally.
And if I cry, it is okay. I choose to release the past and set myself free.
I feel myself forgiving,
And I forgive in its entirety.
I am safe,
I forgive,
And I am free."
And so from this place, watch how magic and love and miracles flow in - because you are no longer resentful, blocked or in pain.
I love you,
Steph x
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